Wednesday, April 26, 2017

ALoneness is also a joy.

When asked whether he wanted a little sister or brother,son said no.I know he is a kind boy,maybe he doesn't want to share love from parents with another one.
When asked whether he hoped to have a big circle of friends,cheap hats, husband said no.In fact,he is a good talker,it shouldn't be hard for him to make it.However,he said there was no room for that but family.
When someone wanted to visit my house,I tried my best to refuse.Not because I don't like them,but prefer to reduce any useless things,for chatting can happen at any time and place nowadays if you miss each other.
When asked whether I would be sad once some close person gets away from me,I said no.Because I think breaking away from a villain is no less than meeting a gentleman.
When offered a buck,however,my rabbit couldn't speak.So she suffered for two terrible days.
Now,I understand it has been saying no,just like us,her family.At last,the buck was given back yesterday early morning.I could hardly keep suffering that as well.
When given the things we don't need,we will think them burdens.Time goes like a turtle's walking.
Say sorry to my rabbit,I did a very awful thing to her.
Everything is back as ever,she relaxes wherever she likes and enjoys her food.
It seems that our life got more enjoyable with our rabbit alone,cheap nfl jerseys, without that buck.
Aloneness is also a joy,having our own world.
I can hear my rabbit saying:It is my place,listen to my order!Not where's my love.

every summer

Every summer is not only a time to say goodbye,but also a new start to all of the teachers and students. This year,I have no any special feelings,no joys or sorrows.And it seems nothing to express,replica oakley sunglasses, I know something has effected my mood the whole year.Only expecting to have a quieter working office next term,and hoping not to see whoever I don't wanna see.
Only one day left,even I hesitate what to do in the last class tomorrow.I am not a bit satisfied with my work of this year,and even sometimes asked myself what was wrong with me.I know what I give my students and they give me becomes less and less.No matter what I will be like in the future,I just hope to be true to my heart,because the real happiness is always from the bottom of heart instead of the surface smiles.
Now,say something about my son.This year is a nice year to him,not bad scores at schoolwork,a healthier body, much taller-nearly 1.7metres.Nothing can make me happier than those.He really becomes my pride,I always think myself very lucky because of him,a lovely boy.
Telling myself that not everything is perfect and so nice,we needn't sigh,anything lost can change into something else to give back,merely,we can't recognize them any more,actually,nfl jerseys cheap, it is just around us.Those relatives we ever lost,never leave.
Those that originally belong to you will be sent to you one day.Those passing by are just to say hello to us,we needn't miss.
But I will miss summer~
Summer is going on~
Summer seems so good,because it brings me another summer holiday.

Someone similar to me?

Sometimes I think of such a question.In fact,a lonely person doesn't depend on how many people around him,cheap Oakley sunglasses, but lie in his soul.In the past,I never cared about how to get along with others around me,everything was good to me.There were not any to like or dislike.But now I think I have changed!A simple-mind makes my world only made up of black and white,even divided into what I like and dislike,everything seems clearer!However it's too hard for me to change it.Although acting is what I hate most,I still wish to be polite to say hello,not much else.I don't like to get close to many people.Maybe what they say and the way of talking bore me.In fact,I like doing alone,I like such feeling.Maybe nobody can understand me,because of not the same kind.Just like my way of dressing,no matter they feel it good or bad,I am sure that I will like it until old.About their dressing,no matter how expensive it is,I have no interests at all.
Is there someone similar to me?I think there must be.I have also met a few,who also like quietness and peace.Of course,they are always alone,with a high heart,even a smile can warm the whole sky.And I needn't speak to them much,cheap nfl hats, because we are living by feelings.
Sometimes,I really want to break from some awful persons,just like unknowing each other!And wanna to hug those lovely persons including students,maybe regarded as a strange person.I only want to be a person of summer and winter.Although it's just a wish,I think it's possible.

call

In one class,students and I read a comprehention and spoke of call.I suddenly thought of years ago,and asked them about the ways of calling each other in the past.Of course,they didn't know.
I told them:
When I was very young,the adults called each other “Comrade x ”.
When I began to work,the teachers in the school called each other “”Teacher x”.
About ten years later,the teachers in the school called their ”Given names” each other.
About one more ten years later,it's now?
Call “Sister x or Brother” each other,they said out with me together.
Students laughed and thought it interesting,cheap jerseys, it was certain that was all for them.
Then I said :the ways of calling each other seems closer and closer,but the hearts are farther and farther.And I have to do so,which makes me feel terrible.

Friday, April 21, 2017

On my own

I have forgotten when I formed the habit of trying to do things on my own.No matter how tiny it is,cheap oakley sunglasses, I don't like asking for help.Once there's trouble,I would even choose whoever is nicer.I believe each problem has countless ways to solve,merely,some people are lazy,some depend on others too often,some never think about whether it would trouble others much.I know human is a kind of animals prefering living in groups,maybe helping is always another way to get closer to each other.However,I never want to make others close to me by troubling them.To be an independent person and keep myself in my  own world.Maybe the top of life is just freedom,how to reach it is really a problem to each one,independence first,then freedom,from behavÄ«or's freedom to inner heart's freedom,from hesitation,contradiction,pain  to real happiness without any vanity.
Yeah,don't make heart more indebted!Try not make nice affections change into an exchange of benefits.cheap jerseys, Everyone has the ability of overcoming all difficulties as long as having a strong heart.Having a stedfast heart is also a kind of happiness.

house

Born in temporary simple shed put up by father and relatives after earthquake in 1978.Then,cheap nfl jerseys, at the same year,father entered the college again after hard ten-year life.Later,we lived in a formal house with another couple together,who were my aunt and uncle.I was so small at that time,I couldn't understand why adults always fought.Yeah,having lived in opposite rooms in the same house for years caused that.During those years,father studied in the college for 4 years.I always looked forward to him and his food for me.Grandma always told me it was in a shed among three trees that I was born.But I never knew what it was like.
When I was in Grade 3 or 4,father finished his college life.We moved into a small house next to a big new house being built,cheap snapbacks, which would really belong to us.Soon,new house was finished,father specially asked someone to make all new furniture.I was very happy at that time,and often offered to clean the house.
I couldn't remember when father started to work as a teacher or when to change his job.When told to move to the town,was I very happy or not?I can't remember yet now.
I started studying in the strange classroom,strange school,strange town then.Everything was strange.Especially in a strange house near the new school.I didn't like that house at all,because it was untidy and old.Later,I knew from father that the house was rented by him.It didn't belong to us.Yeah,we had no money,cheap replica oakleys, the house in the hometown wasn't sold,because it was left to grandparets,they lived in it.
At the end of the year of my junior high school.Public housing needed turning to private housing,father had no money to buy the house we had being lived.Even if we needed to move out of that house,he didn't sell the one in the hometown as well.At last,father found a dormitory in a school,the rooms were smaller,even older and tinpotter.

One year later,I went to Tianjin city to study.Each time I came back to see that house,how I wish we could have a good house.Two years later,father told me that we bought a new flat.At that moment,how excited I was,although it never came to my face.Every week,I eagered to move into the new flat quickly.And at last, we did,wholesale nfl jerseys, everything was new.
I realised ,from then on, I set affection on house.
Before I married,I put house the first place,in my mind,no house means no home.I want a space world completely belonging to me.I like tidying,like all the things in the house,I love making everything warm and lovely in rooms.
Until now,I still love houses.Since I married,having changed small to big,to my favourite one now.We have moved houses several times.As long as having money,I only want it change into houses,one,two three...While doing that,cheap nfl hats, suddenly finding my zones in this world grow bigger and giving them to son are really a happy thing.Fighting!From next month,I will reduce costs.

Tuesday, April 18, 2017

wait reply

  A good day  from morning starting ,but when i received phone,my mood no good .I hate "wait"this word,i often listen wait ,than i wiill be scold.If everything get reply on time,u feel everything is good,cheap jerseys, that u work get improve .As well u like your work,u will care work eveything,as well get leader or boss suggest,that get confirm as my work .I hate time a little a little lose,so anytime is very funny for me.On work i hate my leader , doesnt reply or wait reply,when the thing very urgency,so my work dont on time finish,that i need often over time,Ok,i am very anger so i like wirte mood,now,no anger,tomorrow is another day!

Endless meeting

   These days, there are so much time occupied by all kinds of meeting, even need to ask for an excuse for having a breath outside. I hated this style of communication or discussion with each other, it was a huge waste to every person. Sometimes, cheap nfl hats, it should be completed one hour meeting was postponed even two hours, normally, the host was easy to get sidetrack by attendees and was hard to focus on the beforehand topic. We always said we should improve the efficiency of meeting, actually, when we put it into practice, it will be on the contrary result mostly. I always think the meeting room is not a good place for problems solved especially for technical problems. Maybe it's only suit for report review. Unfortunately. The management always likes to hold all kinds of meeting to discuss something. As one of loyal supporters, my boss will firmly follow up any instructions from his boss. No matter how ridiculous this instruction is. Sometimes, cheap oakley sunglasses, we can feel my boss's upset when he didn't make these instruction keep on going as original.

i love the story

•She got up in the morning ,and found that the power is out, so there is no way to get hot water/hair drier/warm milk and so on; she was in a bad mood and went for work in a rush.
•Just as she was about to step into the elevator,a dog of the neighbor jumped at her,with two black footprints left on the white dress.
•She started the car, cheap nfl jerseys, and a short while later, was hauled up by the police. Turns out that it was the day of limit number. At last,she got away with a ticket of 100 yuan.
•When she arrived at the work place, it was 5 minutes late. 100 yuan was gone, again.
•when she rushed to the meeting room, she was told that her business was called off and she was replaced by a man who knew nothing but beer and skittles.
•At noon, they all went out for lunch without her.
•She went to the dinning room all by herself. one of the most important clients called for canceling the order.
•She realized that all the hard work was turned to dust.there was no way to get the annual bonus at the end.
She sat there for a while and ate nothing.
On her way back to work,the phone rang. she got the news that her grandmother was in serious illness, and she may not be able to make it this month.
Hanging up the phone, a text popped up on her phone, it was from the guy she had a big crush on for ten years. He is getting married.
At 6 o’clock, she was about to go home by taxi but failed to get one. There was no choice but to walk home on heels, cheap snapbacks, with heavy computer bag on her shoulder.
It really hurts. the bleeding blister is bubbling up. she crouched down by the road and had a look.
She sat there rubbing her feet with tears streaming down her face. She couldn’t take it anymore.
It looks like our life is filled with sadness.
What we worked hard for a long time might disappeared all of a sudden
we may have nothing to do with the guy we carved in the brain,out of blue
so we are disappointed/confused/depressed and so on, we struggle/wander, and then we would hit the point where we decided that there is no way we can get through it.
Does it has to be the way of our life?

   •She rose to her feet,wiped tears and hobbled toward home;
•A car stopped right in front of her at the next station; after a short chat,she got it that they happened to live in the same neighborhood; her feet were saved.
•As she stepped into the car,the client who canceled the order in the day called again for he was deeply impressed by her dedication for work, cheap replica oakleys, so he made an offer for her in his own company with double salary;
•She felt kind of relived
•She responded that marriage text:wish you a life happiness
•---"I’d love to go home with you this weekend to visit grandmother" he replied
•-----“why”she was confused;
•"grandmother loves you,so do I,I want to do sth to make her happy;And I get it you feel the same way
•She bursted into tears again with a big smile on her face;
•She finally arrived at home.
 The neighbor went out when she put the key in the lock:when I walked the dog back in the morning,I found somethings is wrong with the power; it was fixed by my husband.
she turned around,there was the neighbor with a little dog hiding behind her,swaying his tail back and forth
•There is always a result of every story, and it doesn’t has to be as the same as the beginning; what is more,you have to be patient and calm down to wait for what is the best for you;
•Everything is well planned in the end,wholesale nfl jerseys, if it’s not at the moment,that is not end.

Sunday, April 16, 2017

The value of work

These days i am thinking of the value of my work. What is value. I did not find and i even do not know if i can learn something meaningful from my present job. cheap jerseysMy main work is to follow the order about the packaging and label.
Someone suggest that if you think the work can not improve yourself or you can not make some progress in your job then you can resign soon.

Square Dance

There are so many people in community square doing exercises along with soft music after supper. Meanwhile, several kids are chasing one another among these dancers and some adults are looking around with their little kids. Normally, cheap snapback hats, this situation will last two or three hours every evening as long as the weather allowed. My mother is one of them who is eager doing exercises after supper and she seems to addict this simply sports every day. Now, this kind of exercises is becoming more and more popular among the elders in China. It's not only in urban but in suburban and this activity called 'square dance' in China. It's a good method for elder guys to relax after a busy day, but, to some people who live community square nearby is not a good news so that some residents go to property management office to complain the noise affect their normal life. Some of them even threaten if the situation continues to last, they will refuse to pay property fee any more.
Now,cheap oakleys, as property management is faced with dilemma of whether or not to deal with this predicament. I think it's actually a tricky problem to the managers.

A Nightmare

        I often dream strange and ridiculous dreams. Last week, I had a nightmare at my home in the course of the National Day. Next I will tell that nightmare which I am not willing to recall at all.
       I was surrounded by fresh red blood at my home where I was born and grown. I kept running in a subconscious to get rid of being killed by killers. At the beginning,wholesale jerseys, I did not know who wanted to kill me. When I hid in a wardrobe, I saw one of killers through tiny cracks. I was so shocked that the killer was my high school classmate! He looked cruel with a broadsword in his hand and he was looking for me. I was so scared with my shaking knees and a cold sweat broke out on the back of my neck. I kept my eyes squeezed shut, standing stiffly. Strangely, while I opened my eyes, I was in another place instead of wardrobe, with a stick in my hand. I walked fast to look for my family members because I wanted to see them as soon as possible. In the process of looking for, I met another killer who was my classmate as well. In addition, I disliked her. At that time, her back was against me. Therefore,cheap fake oakleys, I hit her with my stick and ran away. She was running after me angrily. Fortunately, I wake up.
       What a terrible dream! The reason why I had this nightmare is likely that I watched the suspense film called Ten deadly sins. Although there is no ghost in it, there are so many horrible plots. I would never watch this kind of films any more, because it’s really uncomfortable to have nightmares.        

Travel Aroud China

Since I was in my second school, I was addicted to geography, for the reason that I could learn something about every province of china and other countries. I strongly desired to go out to see the world which was totally different from my hometown.
 After finishing the University Entrance Examination, cheap nfl jerseys, the opportunity was descended. My first destination was HangZhou, once arrived at the station, I headed for The West Lake without any hesitation with my father. A little excitement filled me because it's my first time to appreciate the sightseeing of the lake. But in order to not be discovered I was new there, I pretended as calm as I could. When we have spent three days in HangZhou, we went towards the north to SuZhou and Shanghai, where I knew them from the books ever.
 From then on, I became more fascinated about traveling, so I decided to do some part-time jobs to afford my further traveling. During the last national holiday, I went to Ningbo by myself without my parents' permission. and because the train tickets were sold out , I had to take a bus back to school. It was already twelve at the midnight when I got off at a service district.
The night was dark and there was nobody,cheap hats, how scareful it was!
 I have been some other cities by myself until now, and I will contiune my traveling around china.

Thursday, April 13, 2017

Leftover Guy/ Lady

Some people are remains single when they reaches to it is so-called marriage ages, it is not because they do not want to seek for love , it is because they still not meet the right person. Nowadays,cheap oakley sunglasses, people are become more independent then the past old days, especially for females. They do not urge to build a relationship if they do not meet their Mr. Right. Most leftover ladies are with well education and a high paid job, they will not choose to marriage till they find true love. It is not because they are not excellent enough, maybe some male friends do not have confidence to chase the successful ladies.

Some people spend most of hours on working, and do not spare some time to attend social activities. It is not easy to find a suitable person in common. Being single is not a bad thing, you can arrange your time reasonably. When you are in a relationship, you have to consider others feeling for everything. You are not separate, two people are connects together ,and both of you have to accommodate each other, in order to keep the relationship works.

It is better if your life partner is with car and house, but if it is not the case, if  you truly love the person,cheap nfl jerseys, you can choose to work hard together to improve your living condition. But it really takes time. Making money is not a short term plan, you have to earn more step by step.

Not young any more

Some words may remind us of the old days, it often recalls us the inner phobia of uncertainty. Right. Who else does not have some fears? When we were very young, we looked for greatness of future. As it goes as everything seems to be normal and planned. Yesterday it gave the story of the past,cheap jerseys, the coming future is full of colorfulness and many unknown things ahead. We do not know what it really would be like.

Let it be. This is the very awesome swear of ambition. While time goes by, we might sense the boundless and unapproachable world that we never expected before. In the city, as a wanderer, he remembers that big words made years ago, but now it becomes ambiguous. Because that he finally feels all of those thoughts come across his mind are only flowery words. They even cannot be true since nobody knows whether the truth looks exactly as they seem to be. At the age of twenty something, cheap snapback hats, enthusiasm is the word that inspires most of youngsters. We could find some lines engraved beneath the cover of a diary book or on a rarely noticeable creaky desk.

At the ceremony of high school graduation, guys were grouping together to leave messages since parting was about to end while the hope of reunion still triggered everyone's chord. In that circumstance, we saw the upcoming new school life was likely to be another chapter. This scene replayed on the ground when classmates standing together again under the command of the photographer to save the last moment of college time. Farewell of the last glass of beers and best wishes from each other would all add to be the precious moment that we never forget. Though we left prints of feet on the lane to the library and small pavilions among campus, fake oakley sunglasses, we meanwhile had gains and some words hid in heart which are assumed not to openly present to everyone.

School life wrote the ultimate full stop. That was over. Some unforgettable funny things including puppy love, endeavoring of preparation for the postgraduate exam, competition of drinking who were finally to be drunkards, etc., let the stage of young life burn severely. After work, everyone goes to be at each own's routine since there is less likely to have any intersection that we will see others again. That class QQ group gradually declines to be a dead room where nobody else is willing to say any word. That bad luck transmits to Wechat group. Because different life means speechless silence dominates loud nagging gossips. What we possibly know is the information that some ones get married,wholesale jerseys, and some guys have a good life, yet a unfortunate one diagnosed as some awful illness.

Whether we admit or not, we do have the anxiety to worry something that we do not reaise which we thought to have  it come true on some day. Is it the day that we have families of our own? Is the time that a success comes through our dream and we without any doubt have seized it? Very hard to decipher  the code of what we have to be as what we seemingly like.

That one day when we find we are not that young any more, we feel the time acts like a chief commits the robbery of our golden age. We do not eat freely as what we want because of low metabolism does not allow big appetite any more. We also obtain weak energy and could not sustain one night stay up. The unbending belly emerges on waist and that glutinous and pink naive face fades to be an aged person.

That is gone with what we have come through and that is what we see the cost of being a person of maturity. When we blame for the lost,cheap mlb hats, we almost lost it. Only those who still march forward with ironed swear explains the best weapon of self protection. Move on. If you just graduate. Congratulations. You have much time to plan for the blueprint. But do not procrastinate, since it never waits for us. If you are already on the way, it is time to have that in mind that is to say, we got no luxury belongings to squander away youth.

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

The Film Hide and Seek

This Tuesday I went to HongYang square with my roommate to see the film"hide and seek". Not to mention the acting skills and good looking faces of the main actors, this movie is absolutely one of the pinnacle of domestic suspense films. It centered around psychopaths and called on our care for them.
The male lead came up with mild mental illness which is caused by his guiltiness for his brother. His words ruined the whole life of his brother. His success includes a beautiful wife, a lovely daughter, a luxurious house and a very nice car all added to his mental burden. He received the news of his brother and rolled into the terrible experience. The big boss of this film was a woman who may be deserted by his husband or one-eye blindness of her daughter. She dreamed all night to move to a better house with a daughter,cheap nfl jerseys, she kept on breaking into others' house, killing all the people and take the place of them. The first time she saw the male leader, she made the malicious plan and did a series of terrible things. She tried to kill the male after killing his brother and hid him into the shelf. After struggle, the male finally won.
The film left several mysteries. How does the woman get mad?
This really needs us to think about how could life force us to get mad and what should we do to fight it?
Just obey to the destiny or fight against it. What's your opinion

Daily topic: The saddest moment in your life

The saddest moment in my life? It’s an interesting topic, interesting but hard. I always believe that real sadness is too heavy to put into words. If you could phrase a sad moment out, you have already been over it. No matter how heartbreaking you once had been,wholesale jerseys, time heals and eventually it couldn’t hurt you anymore. So why not let the past ghost rest for good?

Life has its ups and downs. In my whole life, I have been through times where I felt as if I had been abandoned by the whole world, frustrated, helpless and despair. At those moments I had thought that the sun would never rise but in fact “tomorrow” still came as a brand new day. I couldn’t say which one is the saddest moment of my life: the time when my parents’ divorce turned my life upside down? Or that chilly night when I walked down the street with tears running down my face after an ugly breakup? Or those repeated failures and frustrations that I had suffered because of being helpless sensitive and shy? Or that day when my son got hurt on the head and I was almost eating-alive with guilt? Time heals,cheap mlb hats, now I could talk about those moments freely as if they were just stories, belong to another person. Once they had torn me apart, but now they are just old scars. Sometimes I might still feel a slight prick when they came across my mind, but most of the time I could embrace them with a smile. When I recalled those unhappy moments of my life, I am no longer indignant with the question: Why me? Why should I go through all these?

What I’ve been through make the person who I am now. I can’t say that every obstacle has become the gateway to a new beginning. But at least they make me stronger, they teach me how to think positively when bad things happened, they tell me even in the darkest days, there’s a light. For that,cheap oakley sunglasses, I feel appreciated.

A Poor Girl? Or a bad girl

Yesterday, a girl of my acquaintance greeted me on the Weichat. After talking something unimportant,cheap jerseys, she asked me to lend her some money.
In accordance with her description, she is in Beijing now, and she just arrived there as a single girl soon.
Unfortunately, because of the high consumption in Beijing, she has used out all her money and now, she can't afford a hotel. With no jobs, she has to stay in the internet bar in the night. She promised that she would return the money once she finds a job.
We just met each other twice and didn't keep in touch frequently. what's more, my money is just enough to support the meal fares of this month. I told her I had no extra money to do her a favor, cheap snapback hats,why she didn't call her parents for help, afterwards, she is just eighteen years old. "It's useless." she said,"my parents don't care of me at all."
After that, she turned to be overwhelming furious and sent me a message like that, "why aren't you willing to give me a hand? Do you want to witness me starve to death in Beijing? Let it go, I clearly recognize you this time!"
It's really exasperating. To be honest, we know each other little. For me, I am unable to help her as I lack money too, however, for her,fake oakley sunglasses, I'm a ruthless girl who just stands by. I don't want to explain more, forget it.