Thursday, April 13, 2017

Not young any more

Some words may remind us of the old days, it often recalls us the inner phobia of uncertainty. Right. Who else does not have some fears? When we were very young, we looked for greatness of future. As it goes as everything seems to be normal and planned. Yesterday it gave the story of the past,cheap jerseys, the coming future is full of colorfulness and many unknown things ahead. We do not know what it really would be like.

Let it be. This is the very awesome swear of ambition. While time goes by, we might sense the boundless and unapproachable world that we never expected before. In the city, as a wanderer, he remembers that big words made years ago, but now it becomes ambiguous. Because that he finally feels all of those thoughts come across his mind are only flowery words. They even cannot be true since nobody knows whether the truth looks exactly as they seem to be. At the age of twenty something, cheap snapback hats, enthusiasm is the word that inspires most of youngsters. We could find some lines engraved beneath the cover of a diary book or on a rarely noticeable creaky desk.

At the ceremony of high school graduation, guys were grouping together to leave messages since parting was about to end while the hope of reunion still triggered everyone's chord. In that circumstance, we saw the upcoming new school life was likely to be another chapter. This scene replayed on the ground when classmates standing together again under the command of the photographer to save the last moment of college time. Farewell of the last glass of beers and best wishes from each other would all add to be the precious moment that we never forget. Though we left prints of feet on the lane to the library and small pavilions among campus, fake oakley sunglasses, we meanwhile had gains and some words hid in heart which are assumed not to openly present to everyone.

School life wrote the ultimate full stop. That was over. Some unforgettable funny things including puppy love, endeavoring of preparation for the postgraduate exam, competition of drinking who were finally to be drunkards, etc., let the stage of young life burn severely. After work, everyone goes to be at each own's routine since there is less likely to have any intersection that we will see others again. That class QQ group gradually declines to be a dead room where nobody else is willing to say any word. That bad luck transmits to Wechat group. Because different life means speechless silence dominates loud nagging gossips. What we possibly know is the information that some ones get married,wholesale jerseys, and some guys have a good life, yet a unfortunate one diagnosed as some awful illness.

Whether we admit or not, we do have the anxiety to worry something that we do not reaise which we thought to have  it come true on some day. Is it the day that we have families of our own? Is the time that a success comes through our dream and we without any doubt have seized it? Very hard to decipher  the code of what we have to be as what we seemingly like.

That one day when we find we are not that young any more, we feel the time acts like a chief commits the robbery of our golden age. We do not eat freely as what we want because of low metabolism does not allow big appetite any more. We also obtain weak energy and could not sustain one night stay up. The unbending belly emerges on waist and that glutinous and pink naive face fades to be an aged person.

That is gone with what we have come through and that is what we see the cost of being a person of maturity. When we blame for the lost,cheap mlb hats, we almost lost it. Only those who still march forward with ironed swear explains the best weapon of self protection. Move on. If you just graduate. Congratulations. You have much time to plan for the blueprint. But do not procrastinate, since it never waits for us. If you are already on the way, it is time to have that in mind that is to say, we got no luxury belongings to squander away youth.

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